Cantar De Procella

Mhm.
Thn ekana thn kouventa pou les. Kai fysika...ton Kinezo.Den ithele kan na milhsei,eixe provlima me tis siwpes...ntaksei,ti leme twra,to atomo den mporei n'anoiksei,telos.
Nai nai,kserw ti tha mou peis. Oti I am reading too much into it,oti evlepa pragmata pou den einai ekei,ta klassika. Ksereis kati omws? Varethika na amfisvhtw to enstikto mou,idiws otan panta ma panta vgainei alithino. Kai egw kserw ti eida.Kai afto pou evlepa einai enan Elan na einai ekei,parwn,na exei kataxarei pou me evlepe,na me frontizei me ton tropo tou,na mou kinei to endiaferon,na mou thymizei pragmata pou zhsame mazi,na mou deixnei oti thymatai ki oti ektimaei.Meta thn kouventa,htan sygkrathmenos,fysika. Kai to vlemma tou edeixne oti den kserei pws na ferthei. Fysiko.Shmera omws,epiana thymo. Htane sthn kontra,mou thn elege. Xamogelaga apo mesa mou.Tou ekana mia erwthsh mono,koitwntas allou : are we cool? H apanthsh thetikh. You sure? epemena. Pali thetikh. Okay loipon.
Otan ton xairethsa,ton agkaliasa,ton esfiksa,to idio ki aftos.Evala to xeri mou sto pisw meros tou kefaliou tou kai ton filhsa sto magoulo,arga,na to niwsei,kai na to niwsw ki egw.
Kai ta matia tou zwntanepsan.Glykane oloklhros me afth mou thn kinhsh.

Den thelw na dw tipot'allo. Pleon,kserw.

Xthes to vrady vgikame. H nyxterinh zwh edw einai..poly diaforetikh ap' afthn pou exw sinithisei.Ta merh einai,xalia,vasika.Kamia sxesh me thn xlida pou exoume emeis. Apo thn allh omws,einai fthna,kai pragmatika o kosmos einai anoixtos,kai pernaei kala. to poso efkolo einai na gnwriseis kosmo mou ekane foveri entypwsh. Oloi milane metaksy tous,akoma ki an einai ena mikro sxoliaki.Sthn mesh tou dromou,sta bar,sto kebabtzidiko,pantou.
Oso gia mena...ntythika,stolisthka,kai vgika eksw alright.
Thn diafora thn eida amesws. Sto vlemma kai sta logia tou Stuart,kat arxas. Sto vlemma tou Elan,epishs. Oxi toso ekdhlwtika fysika,eipame.
Kai meta..apo asxetous.
Ekeinh h kopela sto rockhaven pou se asxeth fash gyrise,me koitakse apo panw mexri katw kala kala,kai gyrise kai mou pe "You're such a pretty lady.Such a pretty lady indeeed. I mean..you don't need to have it all out,know what I mean?". Emeina sekos,den mou xei tyxei kai polles fores na me kovei gynaika etsi kai na gyrnaei na mou kanei koplimento,alla htan gnhsio,den ithele kati apo mena,kai to niwtha. Thn efxaristhsa kai to ennoousa.
To spori pou mou thn epese sto rockhaven.Ntaksei...Sta megafwna na paizei to I wanna fuck you like an animal twn Nine Inch Nails,egw na xw kleisei ta matia mou kai apla na xorevw,kai ekei kapoia stigmh pou ta anoiksa,vlepw ena typaki na prospathei na xorepsei mazi mou. Pathainw ena shock,alla xamogelasa,kai siga siga arxisame na xorevoume mazi. Spori,kai nerdy,fainotane,alla ok,siga.E mata gyrise kai mou pe oti eixe ta genthlia tou-to opoio m ekane na xamogelasw eswterika. Siga pou eixe ta genethlia tou.E prospathisame na milhsoume ligo,25 xronwn mou eipe oti einai,ithele na me kerasei kai poto...Mpaaa...mikro htane,dorky htane,den eimai. H Monique apo pisw na mou kanei kati nohmata "kof tona",me to zori kratiomouna na mhn gelasw,o Stuart na me koitaei me nohma alla iksera oti perimene ekklhsh voitheias..thn opoia ekana kapoia stigmh. Telos pantwn...otan gyrise to spori kai mou zhthse na ton filhsw,mias kai einai ta genethlia tou,e ekei ntaksei...me wraio tropo tou edwsa na katalavei oti den. Xaskogelaw omws me to skhniko,na nai kala,m ekane na niwsw omorfa,tha thn vrei thn akrh,afou to prospathei.
Phame faghto,perasame diafora mexri an ftasoume spiti-o Elan ki o Guss eixan fygei apo poly pio prin,den vgainoun genika,opote phgane gia ypno. Otan ftasame eixan kleidwsei thn porta,allo show ekei mexri an tous ksypnhsoume. Eriksa kai to kebab tou Stuart sth skala..show. Me ta polla mpikame,fagame,ki as htan 5 to prwi. Kai meta milagame me ton Stuart mexri tis 7 to prwi. Kai nai okay,pes o,ti thes,alla goustare. Kai pretty eimai,kai sexy,kai m ekove kala kala analoga thn fash,kai na phgainei h kouventa se sxeseis kai sto sex klp klp. Egw apla xa,ogelaga apo mesa mou,kai tou milaga opws tha milaga se enan filo. To mono asxhmo...ethave ton Elan ligo,o opoios ypotithetai oti einai filos tou,kai malista kalos. Hmm..to krataw afto,na to thymamai.
Me ta polla koimithika,ksypnhsa shmera,xairethsame tous Danous,eginan afta pou proanefera...kai twra,slow,lazy Sunday,eimaste kommatia,den kanoume tpt shmera,and I'm okay with that. To xreiazomai ki egw,na ksekourastw,na synelthw.Niwthw kala,pragmatika kala,exw afth thn hremia pou exeis otan exeis apodextei mia katastash.
thelw poly na gyrisw sthn Vretannia. It feels like home.Kai m aresei pou niwthw oti edw,metraw. Kai san gynaika. Kai m aresei h nootropia tou kosmou,se polla pragmata.
Mia vdomada akoma,den kserw pote tha katevw Birmingham. Gia na doume.

I am,smiling.