Sunday, July 21, 2013
Koi
The hardest times are when I know he's in some sort of pain or feeling down, then it's all I can do to stop myself from reaching out to offer...not sure what, I know there's nothing I can do but just...offer my presence. And I need to stop myself all the time, thinking it will do more harm than good. I just pray to his guardian angel to take care of him for me.
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I cannot believe I'll be fourty in two years. This decade went by so bloody fast. But then again...I made some pretty badass changes I hadn't managed to do before.
And I had MS too..that alone took me 3 years..
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Why do I feel like, on some level, I'm still waiting for my life to begin though?
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I am still...chasing a dream.
