Thursday, November 15, 2007
All I want to remember is this.
Fay (08:58) - oh yes I'm angry Mister.But that's only the tip of the iceberg.Above everything else,I'm DISGUSTED. DISGUSTED, REPULSED. I look at myself and I cannot believe that there was a time I actually fell for you,and that I accepted all the bullshit I've accepted so far. Oh I sold myself way too cheaply,but not any more,not any more. And cut the bullshit about you not understanding,you know EXACTLY what's going on,as you've always known.ALWAYS. God I don't believe I put myself through all that.... As for our "friendship",let me roar in laughter! WHAT friendship???? YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT BEING FRIENDS WITH A WOMAN IS! WE WERE NEVER FRIENDS MISTER! NEVER! So,as I said before,we're done here. If I could have it my way i'd disappear right now,or make you disappear,but I can't. We'll manage at work,and that's it. I don't want you to contact me even if you're dying. And no,I want nothing.Absolutely nothing.
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Fay (09:38) - I know you were asking if i want my stuff back. As for the rest,bullshit.You thought and you hoped and this and that.Utter bullshit.It's ACTIONS and BEHAVIOUR that shows what a person is made of. And you,i had overestimated big time.You're one of the biggest cowards I've met in my entire life. Now,leave me alone.
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Fay (09:57) - Mister,I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR CONSCIENCE! JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!
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